Ellie Goulding

I went to her concert in Colorado specifically Red rocks. Fucking amazing.

My first concert while being high and I fucking flew through the whole experience, it was incredible.

I love her personality, her spirit, voice and her songs!

If you ever get the oppurtunity.. GO AND SEE HER!

one of my favorite songs, hanging on:

You know we can get away
Because I’m calling your name
Every day I feel this pain
But you just turn and walk away

Noooo…

I just can’t keep hanging on, to you and me

I just don’t know what is wrong, with you and me

Touch me and then turn away
And put your hands into the flame
Tell me if you feel this pain
Cause I don’t want to be a ball and chain, nooo

I just can’t keep hanging on, to you and me

I just don’t know what is wrong

[Tinie Tempah]
Give me the respect, forgive me and forget
We’ve got to get a grip, living on the edge
I barely even know this f-ck-ng woman in my bed
And if there’s too much on my plate, then I ain’t finishing my veg
And if anybody said the grass is greener on the other side
Well it ain’t, swear on my mother’s life
You got me wrapped up in your shit
I’m feeling mummified
I’ve only ever had this fucking feeling in my stomach twice
You gave me what I needed, and I gave her everything she wanted
Miss something ’bout your cleavage
Now why can’t put my fingers on it
You’re taking me the deepest
I thought that she was gonna vomit
If all women are from venus, then I guess I really got a rocket
You’ve got a noose around my neck, but I’m still hanging on
We’ve nearly reached the finish line up in our marathon
I spat a verse, she sang a song
She broke my heart, I took some Gaviscon

I just can’t keep hanging on, with you, with me
With you, with…

High

I went to Ellie Goulding’s concert at Red Rocks this friday and this is what I experienced. 

 

I was on top of the world 

Suddenly I saw everything clearly. 

I had been in a bubble,

cut off from the world. 

So many possibilities

so many dreams and hopes in the air. 

 

I was high. 

The plant, the world, the love and the atmosphere. 

It felt amazing. 

i will never forget the feeling where I saw everything clearly. 

It was a pure vision. 

It was a dream. 

I was there. 

I felt everything. 

 

 

The night is my release

All I want to do

is everything I’m not supposed to do.

I don’t want to talk to people

and pretend everything is okay.

All I want to do

is to listen to music

and relax.

But then the questions will come

why do you stay in your room?

And I’m not ready to answer those questions.

I’m not ready to admit to others

and to say it out loud

I can’t even write it.

It’s all in my head

like everything else.

I keep all of my thoughts and feelings private

because in the end people are only curious.

They don’t care.

So yes all I want to do I cannot do.

Because I’m not ready to answer the questions.

I’m tired of being fake

so my escape is the music.

When I listen to the lyrics and the songs

I can be free

I can be me

and I can think about all the things I’m not ready to say.

So what am I going to do today?

I’m going to be fake, interact and smile.

Because I’m not ready to answer.

So the music will wait until it’s dark

and it’s appropriate for me

to go into my room

and listen to the sad music

I’ve been wanting to listen to all day. 

Christina Perri – Human

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay away for days
If that’s what you want
Be your number one

I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that’s what you ask
Give you all I am

I can do it
I can do it
I can do it

But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human

I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that’s what you need
Be your everything

I can do it
I can do it
I’ll get through it

But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human

I’m only human
I’m only human
Just a little human

I can take so much
‘Til I’ve had enough

‘Cause I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human

I love the vulnerability Christina shows in the video because in the end she’s just a human.
It reminds me of the guy I was seeing. I was willing to do so much but in the end he gave me nothing. And I reached a point where I had to see that it had been to much. But of course it was to late for myself.

I do not own this video or the lyrics. All rights are Christina Perri’s.

Lana Del Rey – Young and Beautiful

Will you still love me when I’m no longer young and beautiful?