what is that?

For me –

when nobody calls, writes

after you’ve been gone for half a year.

It’s hard to learn who your friends are and aren’t

but that’s life

we need to get rid of the bad

to embrace the good things.


it’s hurts like hell…..


Which path should I follow?


I look around and all I see is people knowing where they are going

my path has already been laid out.

But I don’t know if that’s the path for me?

When and how will I figure it out?

I have already stepped on this path and I don’t feel it.

I feel lost, lonely and afraid.

Is this the right path for me?

Or am I just doing it because everyone else is doing it?

I see people.

I see how easy it is for them.

How easy everything looks for them.

And then I think about my daily struggles.

When will I know my path?

However, the biggest question is:

When I find the path will I dare to leave my current path and take a chance?

I hope so.

With everything I am I truly┬áhope that i’ll be ready.