choosing your path in life

So I am in the midst of deciding my future.

What do I want to study and where??

It’s so hard because like so many others

I feel pressured about

what everybody else is doing..

but why? it’s my life

and I should¬†decide how it’s going to be.

So this is me accepting the person that I have become.

I’m staying where I am and I could not be more pleased.. ūüôā

..

I‚Äôm sitting here looking at the person sitting before me. That is not the person I’ve wanted to become. I want to be more. I don’t want to feel afraid or scared because of my weight. I have let it control my life far too long. But I can’t stop. It’s hard breaking out of your usual thinking. I’m afraid that I will never be good enough for anyone. My thoughts are everywhere and they are crazy. Do I really deserve to get better? Which is b***s***.¬†

 

everyday I have the chance to change my life. It is just a question whether I am brave enough to break free. because then I won’t have all these excesses as to why I don’t deserve to be happy. It’s crazy thinking and it’s wrong.¬†

 

Everybody is good enough and I’m the first person who needs to realize that. I can be brace I just need to prove to myself. Because I can do it and I can do everything I’m set out to do.¬†

 

I feel like I’m all alone. I’m living on my own. My sister is hundreds of miles away and I miss her. And the worse part is that nobody knows. How do you tell somebody that you don’t feel good? That everyday is a struggle but these thoughts appear when I’m alone. But all my friends have that one boyfriend: a person to confide in who finds you beautiful because of imperfections and loves them as well.¬†

 

It’s hard I feel alone and at time isolated. It’s crazy talk I know. But it’s not rational it’s feelings.¬†

I just don’t know who to confide in who to let in.¬†

 

I’m scared of letting people in. I don’t why. I’ve been hurt and left behind and apparently it was just too much for the person I am and the personality I have. I hope I can change everything and make it better. I have to believe that.¬†

I choose myself.

I don’t love myself.

I don’t take care of myself.

I don’t take decision based on myself.

I look at my decisions

my choices

my dreams

my hopes.

Everyone else is high on my list

but in the end I forget myself.

I should be the top priority

but it’s not like that.

I should take better care of myself.

However, it’s hard

it’s a new concept

new idea

that I’m not used to.

One day though.

One day I’ll be able to leave behind

bad decision,

wrong men,

poor judgement,

low self-esteem,

and fake friends.

That day it will change everything.

It will change everything and nothing.

However, I look forward to the day when I can say out loud:

“I choose to make myself to be happy today.

I choose¬†me!”¬†

 

Let go

Let go.

Let go of what you can’t change.¬†

Let go of all the worries

live in the moment and be free. 

 

We have time 

but it goes by so fast. 

We have to enjoy the moment here and now

and the life that is happening. 

Don’t let it run by you¬†

run with your life. 

Don’t just look at it.¬†

 

It’s amazing.¬†

It’s a wonder what we can do in this world.¬†

So many possibilities and options today. 

So yes. 

Let’s go on an adventure!

where?

Nobody know and nobody cares. 

because it’s not about the destination¬†

but it’s about the journey going there!¬†

So let go!

Let go of everything. 

Nothing should hold you back. 

Now is the time to act.

But the question is:

are you ready to let go?

..

 

 

Love. By Lauren Conrad. Told in GIF’s.

Lauren Conrad has a lot of advice when it comes to love – and here they are.


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CODE RED! This is not how it’s supposed to be. But hey?? Haven’t we all been there?

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Another code red. Never let a guy manipulate you!

 

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Some guys it’s just impossible to stay friends after love.

Too much love or too much hurt.

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Choose love. But don’t forget everything else in your life.



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Classic.

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Love is not easy. But especially in the beginning you shouldn’t chase a guy.

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Yes. We all have to remember that when we feel that past relationship has broken us.

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That’s usually how girls tell if a guy really like a girl.. or just has good manners.

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Nobody should settle!

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Yes!! Men have a built-in radar.

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Yes. It’s hard. But time heals all wounds.

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When the guy you like or even love makes a decision you don’t agree with.


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Yes girls. Please remember and take it into consideration sometimes.. Girls over guys!



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After a breakup it always seems that people have to mention the guy who broke your hearts name..

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Yes. Getting your hope up and thinking it’s a thing is dangerous.


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Yes we usually want to be that girl. It just never happens.


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Being with someone brings a lot of joy into your life but it also brings a lot of heartache.

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Yes. It’s a universal rule that there is a person you always seem to go back to.

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Not every relationship is supposed to work out. Some relationships are just there to provide you with lessons and with the joy of being in love.

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She said it.

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Oh yes! It sure can be sometimes.

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Guys can be the biggest jerks you have ever met sometimes.

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Again. Never settle!

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Sometimes you just have to deal with the facts and move on from a relationship. In the end, it will benefit you more.

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No it doesn’t. Life changes. But hopefully one day you find the person who will stay by your side through it all.

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Yes. It can be hard to let go. But when one door closes another one opens.

And remember there are plenty of other fish in the sea…. ūüėČ

 

Life lessons from Lauren Conrad

Lauren Conrad is for sure, one woman who I truly admire and look up to! She’s so much more than the phenomenon TV-Reality star! She was one of the first and she’s one of the greatest examples on how to build a new life and take advantages of the opportunities. I’m sure she had to work much harder but she’s a tough business woman who made it through. So I made a bunch of GIF’s with her best quotes and lessons on life !

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Yes, you will fall, get hurt, get a broken heart, be unlucky. But Life’s tough!

And the best way to deal with it? Get a helmet!


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This one is tough and heartbreaking. It shouldn’t be necessary to have this attitude towards people. But sadly that’s how it is people can surprise and stab you in the back with no remorse or guilt!

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But remember?! That there are people in this world who truly wants the best for you just like you do for everyone else!

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Appreciate the close friends you have. It’s better to have 2 friends you can tell anything to rather than 20 girlfriends who you really can’t talk to.


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I felt like this one needed to be repeated!

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Maybe you think that if you don’t do anything you won’t get into trouble. But if you don’t interfere, your friends might think you don’t care. And it’s never the right solution to just do nothing.



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Yes. Repetition I know. But hey, the girl is spot on!



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Life doesn’t always go our way and it’s not fait but¬†that is just how it is sometimes.



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Lauren does not allow people to walk all over her. And the best thing in come cases we can do is just to forget the people who have hurt us. We should’t forget everything that has happen. But we need to acknowledge when we need to move on.



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Don’t let the past get in the way. You can still be happy for people and wish them good luck. If they hurt you or betrayed you they are probably fucked up and has no clue what’s going on. Be the bigger person!

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But sometimes it is also okay to just talk bad about that person. We all have our moment when we have had enough. So let your frustrations come out.


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Yes. It will never end well. And you will not get anything out of it.



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Don’t wait for tomorrow. Seize the day and make the change you want to make! It’s a perfect day to start!


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Stand up for yourself. People should learn that it’s not okay.

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Okay this isn’t Lauren. But Lauren could have said the same as Whitney. And Whitney? You’ve got it right!

 

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It sucks. But… we have to know sadness and dissapointment in order for us to know joy.


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Accept it. Not everyone is supposed to be your friend.

tumblr_mgs0kz0apn1ql5yr7o1_500Oh… This one hurts a lot I’m sure. But Lauren learned a really important lesson. Remember to take opportunities and chances when they are there. The great love will not always last!

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Saying goodbye can be the hardest thing in life. But it has to be done in order for us to make room for something better.