So I am in the midst of deciding my future.
What do I want to study and where??
It’s so hard because like so many others
I feel pressured about
what everybody else is doing..
but why? it’s my life
and I should decide how it’s going to be.
So this is me accepting the person that I have become.
I’m staying where I am and I could not be more pleased.. 🙂
I look around and all I see is people knowing where they are going
my path has already been laid out.
But I don’t know if that’s the path for me?
When and how will I figure it out?
I have already stepped on this path and I don’t feel it.
I feel lost, lonely and afraid.
Is this the right path for me?
Or am I just doing it because everyone else is doing it?
I see people.
I see how easy it is for them.
How easy everything looks for them.
And then I think about my daily struggles.
When will I know my path?
However, the biggest question is:
When I find the path will I dare to leave my current path and take a chance?
I hope so.
With everything I am I truly hope that i’ll be ready.