I make myself pretty for you and not for me. Because I’m hoping you will notice – but it never happens anymore.
I make myself available to you because I hope you are available for me – but it never happens anymore.
I make myself seem strong when you are around because I hope you Won’t notice how I’m not strong – but it doesn’t happen anymore.
I make myself to be fake around my friends because I don’t want them to worry. But I feel fake and it’s not working.
I make myself think of other things because I can’t spend my days thinking about you. But that’s what I end up doing.
I make myself be a lot of things but it doesn’t work. So what do I do?