So I am in the midst of deciding my future.
What do I want to study and where??
It’s so hard because like so many others
I feel pressured about
what everybody else is doing..
but why? it’s my life
and I should decide how it’s going to be.
So this is me accepting the person that I have become.
I’m staying where I am and I could not be more pleased.. 🙂
I don’t love myself.
I don’t take care of myself.
I don’t take decision based on myself.
I look at my decisions
Everyone else is high on my list
but in the end I forget myself.
I should be the top priority
but it’s not like that.
I should take better care of myself.
However, it’s hard
it’s a new concept
that I’m not used to.
One day though.
One day I’ll be able to leave behind
and fake friends.
That day it will change everything.
It will change everything and nothing.
However, I look forward to the day when I can say out loud:
“I choose to make myself to be happy today.
I choose me!”