I’m so scared.
Scared to care, to feel and to love.
And I guess it’s because when I feel, care and love
I do it much stronger than the average person.
I feel everything from pain to love so strong
and I have let it become my weakness
instead of making it my greatest strength.
But I’m scared.
I’m scared to get rejected, to let myself feel and fall yet again.
But this is not a life.
to see everybody else living their life
while i’m just at the side.
In everything else I’m part of the game, life.
But when it comes to love I am just someone who is watching on the sideline.